January 2010
What are you most afraid of tumblr?
For me it’s being alone. Completely and utterly alone. Not being by myself but having no one who loved me. I couldn’t stand it. Having nothing, no one.
throwing caution to the wind
Sometimes you don’t think, you just do. You throw all caution to the wind and its usually because some emotion (hysteria, love) overrides your sense of logic. And these are the dangerous moments. The moments when you step out of straight path of sense and into the pool of chaos, because without consulting your brain you usuallly make some horrible life altering mistake.
I love it best when...
happiness-happymess:
faely:
letspretendwedontexist:
Do you ever feel like most people your friends with your only friends with out of a sense of obligation? Yeah I get that sometimes. People change and its rather annoying and unexcepted.
Yes, all the time. Sometimes I just want to make new friends but it’s so hard to start all over again. And they hold pieces of my history, it’s hard to...
I hate when you wish you could tell someone to...
madeleinemagnolia:
(via sommerd)
it’s funny how everyone goes through the same things.
It’s an awful kind of torture. I don’t know why we do that to ourselves.
Toy Story
So sometimes, I look at the giant Bart Simpson plush toy in my room and I wonder if it comes to life when I leave my room and I wonder if he feels lonely because I don’t have any other toys in my room. Maybe I should buy him a friend to keep him company, just in case you know?
Don't say you will when you won't.
I don’t need to be crushed by the weight of disappointment.
Just be honest.
My heart is heavy.
brain-food:
It’s taken on an abundance of emotions that I have yet to sort out on my own. Unclaimed tears and unspoken words that don’t even want to be apart of sentences.
This is what happens when you have left your sadness unattended for far to long. You’re scared of what is left in the closet, and you’re just not brave enough to face the truth. I’ve established this lay away inside my heart,...
Where'd you go? I miss you so
doubleheartlocket:
Seems like it’s been forever that you’ve been gone
Please come back home.
I can't watch SKINS because you wanted to watch it...
and it’s killing me. I shouldn’t be on tumblr. I keep seeing Skins everywhere.
The most difficult phase in your life is not when...
doubleheartlocket:(via icheesesandwichyou)
I know there’ll be risks but I want to face them with you. It’s wrong that we...
– Mary Jane, Spiderman 2 (via fuckyeahhlove)
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It’s the small things, the thoughtful considerate things. That’s why I love you.
I wasn't expecting that.
obstreperous:
faely:
obstreperous:
I used to get panic attacks, quite a lot for a condensed period of time. This was about 8 months ago. Different things would trigger them and I was almost always on edge. My emotions flying all over the place, from hysterical laughing to uncontrollable sobbing within seconds. It was bad but eventually they died down. Anyway I had one today and it was quite...
Today I am...
Putting Anita’s package together! I’ll probably post it on Monday. It was so exciting to receive something in the post, something other than a bank statement, or something from school. I am so glad we’re doing this.
I wasn't expecting that.
obstreperous:
I used to get panic attacks, quite a lot for a condensed period of time. This was about 8 months ago. Different things would trigger them and I was almost always on edge. My emotions flying all over the place, from hysterical laughing to uncontrollable sobbing within seconds. It was bad but eventually they died down. Anyway I had one today and it was quite upsetting. I’ve been...
eemmaa:
I hate that I can’t accurately judge my own writing.
It’s possible to judge your own writing ACCURATELY? I never knew…
I hate everything I write, it never says quite exactly what I want it to.
@ Faely
justagirlright:
Why’d you like that post :s
Because sometimes I want people to leave me alone, but they don’t.
And it makes me uncomfortable. I wish they’d disappear.
Anonymous asked: FOOOOOOL, you're cute.
pickmeadaisy: ” I remember love. It’s what I have to keep on reminding myself....
– On The Jellicoe Road by Melina Marchetta (via justagirlright) (via pickmeadaisy)