October 2009
11334.) I've never had a boyfriend, but the truth...
(via blogsecret)
I wish I could feel like this.
Things to do today:
get up
survive
go back to bed
And everyday it becomes just that much harder to survive.
You could have just said it’s over, rather than leaving me in doubt.
It would have hurt less.
I wonder if the silver of love you carry in your heart for me, matches up to enormity of affection I feel for you.
I feel the sinking in my stomach, the hollow in my heart. And I know, no good can come of this. Of you. I find myself sitting here, your iloveyous should reassure me but I feel nothing but doubt and worry, my heart shrouded in doubting shadows. The novelty is wearing off. And I know, now that my cloak of enigma has been stripped from my flesh, the mystery unravelled, what you will see will make...
:(
I hate waking up to an empty bed.
“Sometimes I’m embarrassed by the idea of you and know it would never work...”
– Blogsecret (11109)
